If I had to choose the one member that I looked up to and admired the most, it would be Yoochun. What caught my attention was his amazing talents ranging from playing the piano, speaking fluent English and now his superb acting skills (I've got to admit, I have a soft spot for guys who play the piano winky). He is one of those people who will never stop surprising you with all these hidden talents. What a genius!! There are those kind of people with great talents but lack modesty whereas, Yoochun is one of those people who manages to bring across his skills with such enthusiasm and humbleness that I just have to give him my absolute respect.
I guess because he's so multi-talented it's understandable that he's ideal girl criteria is exceptionally high. However, I highly doubt that a girl can fufill these expectations unless if he really wants to remain a single or if he simply is joking pleased His charisma is that kind of warm and light feel which soothes the audience and makes us forget about the bad times. When Junsu is with him, the make they ultimate laughter partner. Their personalities are almost opposites yet they combine to bring out a light atmosphere and sense of humour. A good example:
Q: What is something good about yourself?
Junsu- everything
Yoochun- nothing (see what I mean by meekness?)
At times I almost think that he is also a Yunjae shipper like me; his smirk when fans shouted out "Yunho" at Jaejoong made me crack up. It almost said "what are you going to do now??" *wink wink*
Apart from all the jokes and fun, from the lawsuit until now, I have not seen him make a big deal towards his fans regarding what has happened during the past year. Although he did look tired ad exhausted in the beginning, he didn't seem extremely upset or down in his showcases. What I've seen from him is perseverance, enthusiasm, humor and the will to move forward. At times, I wonder if the lawsuit effected him at all. He seems so bright and carefree, so happy and strong. At times, he seems like he really moved forward and put HoMin in a memory box.
You shouldn't believe everything. What you see isn't always right. Is what you think truly right? Please, think about it again. A heart that obediently accepts things is fine, but shouldn't you question something just once? The truth is in a place you can't see.
Yes, indeed, the truth is in a place you can't see and that goes not only for SME but for the members as well. I still remember the clip from Tokyo Dome Thanksgiving Concert where Yoochun confessed this about himself:
"I’ve thought of quitting after going through much pain last October. I stayed at home and refused to contact anyone. During that short period of time, the members have always been encouraging me, and after watching the fans’ supporting messages and videos, I’ve decided to keep going."
The seemingly emotionally strong Yoochun who looked like he would always push forward no matter what, had felt this amount of pain. The impact of these words "quitting" and "refused to contact anyone" stun like needles. The lawsuit took a toll on him more than I thought because I never expected him to react this way. I thought he was so strong that he could handle the lawsuit the best. But remember, the truth is in a place you can't see.
His expression on JYJ showcases and performances are so relaxed and soothing, as if he does not feel any stress and pain. He actively converses in english with the audience and MC. His laugh is so sincere and makes the the audience's worry disappear. But just because he shows us his carefree nature, his relaxed composture and his messages that makes us wonder about the possibility of DBSK renuion, does that mean we fully uncovered his inner world and thoughts? No. Unless if you are someone close to him, you would never know his true self and would definitely not know what he's going through emotionally. I can ramble on about how much stress and pressure he is feeling but it is not in my place to say this because I'm not someone close to him so I wouldn't even know. However, if he can disregard the 8 years of friendship and bond between DBSK and forget about them then I must re-evaluate my decision to give him all my respect. As I have already said, he is someone who struck me with his talents yet he chose to merge with the group to bring out one of the best boy bands ever known in Korea and Japan.
After he posted up his new tattoo with "My Jaejung, yuhwan, junsu" some people questioned his feelings towards HoMin. Some people even questioned if he still wanted to get together with the other two. The picture he uploaded of himself with his new tattoo left out HoMin which caused many fans to worry. But do you think Yoochun had nothing better to do than upload a picture to cause worry, frustration and sadness? Do you think he would tell us to keep the faith and then do something to waver our faiths? I don't know about you, but I don't think that it's one of the things on Yoochun's what to do list to cause fans to worry, to make the split between the 5 even bigger. I think Yoochun is much more sensible than that.
The photo he uploaded was photoshopped so you can't see the end the word "faith" and whatever continues after...Some say that he doesn't want to cause trouble from SME during this lawsuit period so he purposely erased the last bit of the tattoo which may actually contain HoMin's names. Others interpret this as a message that Keeping the Faith can only be fully achieved and completed with HoMin. Others say that he might not have put HoMin on the tattoo for the time being but he will after they reunite. Another explanation is that these three people on his tattoo were the ones who supported him during this hardship. (but I think HoMin would definitely have supported him as well if SME allowed any contact between the members). Later in an interview for his drama he said that their relationship with HoMin had not changed. If he said this to comfort our worries then wouldn't that contradict the tattoo photo? I'm sure HoMin are already carved into his heart even if they aren't on his body. There are several possibilities but in the end, it's Yoochun's body and skin so essentially, he has every right to choose who he puts on his tattoo. He can erase HoMin from his tattoo and skin, but can he erase their friendship and bond from his memory and life?
Let me remind you that he is someone respectful and someone who is respectful keeps his words and means what he says. He may not show his tears and longing for DBSK but DBSK will always remain inside of him, being another part of him. He can continue to smile, laugh, work, eat, socialise and sleep without the 5 of them being together physically, but I want to reiterate this : As long as the 5 members are connected at heart, even if they are different ends of the earth, there will come the day when they will meet again.
"We have always been together as 5. As the others are not with us right now, it’s embarrassing to say this, but I felt the love from them. Therefore, I do not wish to forget the most important thing to me, and this song was written based on this feeling."
- Micky Yoochun during Colors promotions (FRaU November Issue) 2009
"Red…makes me think of the members who will continue having a very close relationship even in the future!"
- Micky Yoochun during Hello Kitty Anniversary Campaign (Epop magazine issue 226) 2009
What does Tohoshinki mean to you:
"The other part of me."
- Micky Yoochun, VIVI Magazine November 2009
About Dong Bang Shin Ki?
"A thing which I treasure the most"
-Micky Yoochun, Nikkan Daily SPorts 2009
“Not only two years, but even until twenty, two hundred, two thousand years…we always have to be together.”
“When Micky is showing that he’s tired because of his schedule, I want to become
a strong person who can shake off his needs during the time I can be only Park Yoochun.”
“Because I have the members, I have never felt lonely.”
“I hope that the friendship between the members will always remain.”
I have done my talking for today and I don't see any need for me to elaborate further because this last quote says everything I need to say.
“Always Keep The Faith”- Yoochun
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This girl should belong with us in this foursome, don't you think?
About the DBSK issue, to be really honest, I don't think there will be a day they will come back as DBSK again. But they will never forget their 8 years friendship. As I said with you girls, I really have doubts about HoMin, but I can not deny their bond in the past. So yes, HoMin are carved in Chun's heart (and also JaeSu's), but they have to continue to move forward.
That is truly rite!
I found it in SYC and I know it is shocking but it's true.
"with JYJ’S success does it mean the definite failure of DBSK? I still keep the faith but I wonder if other people do…"
"Its painfully obvious now that most cassies are JYJ biased-Just reading the comments on SYC and AKP is proof enough-and Homin are MIA from public view, so call it human nature especially in the entertainment world out of sight out of mind-and who knows if JYJ even want to go back to what they had-they are on a high now… "
---> Yeah, I dun think they will come back to DBSK after what Homin did to them! I am happy with them this way. Still waiting for the verdict so that JYJ can officially become a new Korean band. Whatever it is, at the end of the day, you still have to move on, rite?
I liked what I read in the first half of this spazz, but then in the second half it started to deviate to the neverland. Sorry you are entitle to your own opinion and I to mine. I agreed that Chun is a very talented if not gifted person, he is fluent in English, Japanese and of course Korean. He is NOT an easy person to read and yet he is transparent and unassuming, he has never hesitate to step back to let others shine, but always be there if they needed him in the DBSK's days. When he started to do something, his fans or shall I say DBSK's fans read too much into his actions and forced their thinking into his thought and actions and wanted him to be someone you wanted him to be, and it might not neccessarily himself. For example you speculate that the tattoo has been photoshoped, and thought that he erased MinHo names, this was actually your speculation and there was no proof to it. I can tell you that he is not what everyone thinks he is. The phrase "Always keep the faith" and his "tattoo" might not have meant the way DBSK's fans thought they were. As far as I know, they have been using this phase or especially Chun have been saying it way before DBSK splitted. (should I use the word "split"?) and they have never explained what that phase meant to them. It could have meant anything. Chun have always (if you noticed) using double meaning words or phases. He likes playing with word. Looking at his twitter account then you will know. "Always keep the faith" could have meant that keep the faith in yourself that you can do anything you want to do in life, or it could have meant anything. And his tattoo? Who knows why he uploaded it. Maybe it was just an innocent gesture? No one can read Chun's mind but himself. Why didnt he include MinHo's name on his tattoo? Who know? But then think about this, they had been friends, slept together, ate together for 8 years, and yet MinHo decided to stay with SM when the other three wanted to get out. SM might have meant more to Minho than JYJ to Minho (I said might have)...Why would he bother include their names on his skin? Why would you still think about the people that left you? I dont blame him. As they said "you can keep them but not their heart". In DBSK's situation, I think MinHo let JYJ down but then again this is just speculation on my part. Of course DBSK has or had been part of his life. MinHo will always be in his heart for the rest of his life. But you need to move on, people cant dwell on the past...and he is doing just that. One last question, I keep hearing people asking whether MinHo is still in JYJ's heart, but they HAVE never ask MinHo if JYJ is still in their heart. If MinHo have though about JYJ then MinHo should have not choosen SM. If they believed that 5 of them is 1 eternally then they can over come anything if they stick together let alone SM. So people please dont read TOO much, dont assume too much, when things dont turn out the way you want it to be you will get disappointed.
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Whoever you are, Ditzy or Phyl, your post is EPIC!
IA with everything you say~ So fans should stop believe in the things they wanna believe but the truth~
Lol, my color is purple, Ditzy's red, so let's keep it that way today onward :D.
It's just that, I don't know HOW HoMin are carved in Chun's heart. We all know how sensitive our Chun is, how deeply he loves HoMin. So in Chunnie's heart, HoMin are BFFs or ex-bestfriends??? He said that they still get along well like water (yeah, our poetic Chunnie), but why do I have a feeling that this getting along like water is the indifference? I mean with what HoMin did to JYJ, it sure left a whole in Chun's love and faith/trust toward them. Maybe for the sake of their past bond, he did not blame them, but they will never be the same. Toward HoMin, I think he feels no hatred nor love.
As I said, they will never forget their 8 years relationship, but they are moving on, both JYJ and HoMin. Let's wish the best for all of them (well, of course my ultimate is still Chunnie/JYJ). People comes and go, that's life.
Lol, my color is purple, Ditzy's red, so let's keep it that way today onward :D.
It's just that, I don't know HOW HoMin are carved in Chun's heart. We all know how sensitive our Chun is, how deeply he loves HoMin. So in Chunnie's heart, HoMin are BFFs or ex-bestfriends??? He said that they still get along well like water (yeah, our poetic Chunnie), but why do I have a feeling that this getting along like water is the indifference? I mean with what HoMin did to JYJ, it sure left a whole in Chun's love and faith/trust toward them. Maybe for the sake of their past bond, he did not blame them, but they will never be the same. Toward HoMin, I think he feels no hatred nor love.
As I said, they will never forget their 8 years relationship, but they are moving on, both JYJ and HoMin. Let's wish the best for all of them (well, of course my ultimate is still Chunnie/JYJ). People comes and go, that's life.
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